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damn it

2009-05-15T03:44:00.003+08:00

So much for letting a story affecting me. I hate it.

drama

2008-05-27T01:44:00.002+08:00

i reliease u have a habit of blogging rather late at night. maybe thats when i feel like blogging, or is it during this period of time that i got more emo? but since i already not used to sleeping early, might as well do some blogging.
no photos will be load with this post as there is really nothing much to take photo during this few week. and i quite lazy to bring camera out too. i just hope there is a job for me that allow me to work only for 1 month and its office hour.have been watching taiwan shows this few days. watching shows can be quite tiring too, but its really nice.
actually i have a lot of things to say, a lot of things to type, a lot of things that i wanted to publish, but i just think its not good to type it here. maybe i should really consider keeping a diary of my own. but nvm, i think i really very use to keep things to myself.
blog other time when there are more things for me to blog.

champions

2008-05-12T01:12:00.009+08:00

hey! have not been blogging much althought i have been quite free. but the problem is there is nothing much for me to blog when u are free!!!!! and i always try to blog with photo cause its will be more interesting. A picture means a thousands words ma. so that will make my blog a thousands words long post. lolx.

just watched finish soccer match. YEAH!! Manchester United champions again!! okok, just not talk too much about its before the girls reader out there get bored, althought i doubt there are many. haha

seeing the players lifting the trophy, actually gets me thinking about a question. When am i a champion? Except winning the race of the life and me been give birth, actually there is nothing much also. And the only incident that i can think of is winning the maths pyrmaid game with Anthony. haha. so much for a failure life!! but who says life is about winning!!! HAHA!! there are other more important things! althought i actaully quite hate my life now. zzzzz

okok, enough of the emo part. went to celebrate wai yin birthday. i was the delivery man/fairy godfather and i also dun noe wat. haha. actually quite enjoy it and its was fun. long time never meet the fairies le also. haha the surprise was successful and went for dinner/supper at citylink after that cause we miss the bus stop at bugis. leave early to meet friends down at orchard. so sorry!!! oh, and they buy mint choco cake for waiyin!!!! OMG!! thats the flavour that i hate most and it happen to me so qiao. cause i really really think mint dun go with chocolate. haha, but nvm, just glad that wai yin enjoy it and i did eat the cake, althought not too big a piece. lucky the mint flavour its not that strong. HAHA!

pictures time!

the group of us!!

me and the pose that fiona wanted. the piano at the side is the present to waiyin

mint chocolate cake. looks nice right, actually its not bad one, just that i dun like. haha!! mint dun go with chocolate....

the fairies...

a very cute picture that i scan from a book that i just read finish. A very nice book!!

CHAMPIONS!!!

birthday

2008-04-25T00:39:00.011+08:00

Happy birthday to me!!! haha. 19 sounds so old now. but its ok, there is more to life. i shall try recalling how my birthday when past last few years before posting what happen today. haha.

2006- my birthday was celebrated at the soccer match when rj vs mj. so mermoable ah. mj was leading 5-1 with 10 min to go when the match is cancelled. -_- and also the surprise cake from shuyi, cheryl and the ogls....

2007- rather sianz have to spend the day studying for spa which so happen on the 25th. argh. but still fun. the batch of group 1 ogl and also council. and also celebrating it at HIGH with my clique. 18 finally ma... haha.

2008!!! this year!! previous has not been too happy with the things happening around me but i glad its still a HAPPY birthday after all. meet up with christine at the afternoon to go orchard to shop. had a hard time finding place to have lunch. settled at breeks. then shop somemore as she want to find present for her friend. hereen top level was closed and in the end cant find anything also. Went over to plaze Singapore to watch movie. watched Hansel and Gretel which is so not horror when it is a horror movie. more of story-telling instead. went over tm to continue to find present for her friend and shopped. after that went to meet clique and dinner at pizza hut plus walking around.

althought sounds a bit common but still enjoy it la. Thankz christine for the time and also pei me throught my at-first-thought boring birthday and also for the present. thankz del and the batch of grp 1 ogl for the presents too. and also those who wish me happy birthday either verbal, sms or msn. thankz so much guys ( and girls)!!!

I think i am so dumb. bring camera out and never take any pictures!!!! wah lao. so can only snap pictures of the present i recieved. haha.

mango cake from christine. looks nice.

the chocolate cake!!!

both the cakes from chrstine. forget the take the cookies also. but it look so nice!!! thankz so much. forget to take picture of the outing then at least put the cake. -_-

wallet from del. thankz pal!!!

also the shirt from the batch of grp 1 ogls. thankz so much!!

Do birthday wishes come true? I hope it does....

life

2008-04-02T01:11:00.004+08:00

its been sometime since i am here. don't worry, i am still alive, althought life pretty much screwed. but its like life. the feeling of adulthood really is not good. can i stay a child forever?

march, quite a exciting month. but its been a rollercoasting ride too. from FIR performance,to orientation finale, to A lv results release, to university open house, to getting very screwed, to *********, (i rather not say), to yl POP, to SMU interview. there is still so much more to it, but i just cannot remember. i do not even know if its a good or bad month.

Never mind, its April, althought life is not that wonderful, but it still have to go on. Futhermore, april is an important and should be a wonderful month afterall =P.

Anw, i hate April Fools Day without school. Its not fun at all. April Fool at school is much much more fun. Last year was weekend, this year i have not more school. Hahaz. I think this year April Fool is so so so boring...

now i just hope to settle the things on my hand, and hope that it will turn out the best possible way it is. its already bad, cause it be just not so bad. at least make it seem better. nothing much i can do now also. instead, i can predict that i will be quite bored. but it already beyond my control.

shall end off with a line from horton which i think is quite nice. and also, a picture of 4 handsome guys. =D

-A person is a person, no matter how small it is-

how i wish i can turn back time...

RAH!

2008-03-10T18:34:00.003+08:00

i wanted to blog 2 days again but the blogger cant seem to let me log in. but if its 2 days ago, the post will relatively be a happy one as i still ok with my A lv results. but today, i am so pissed!!! i so going to waste 3 years of my life. hate it. i should have held my stand back then. its me that is do and goin to waste the time. now i just have to see how it goes. so much for me wanting to complete uni fast and even planned out the route i want to take. its all seems nothing to u, and its so goin to be nothing.

Learning to hold stand firmly...

juno

2008-02-28T23:41:00.004+08:00

nothing much these few days. just slacking at home or going out. watched juno. its a very nice movie!!! its a comedy yet sweet. love this movie. feel like watching its again. the storyline is nice and also not commen. simply love it. anw, i think ellen page is cute also!!! =DDD she is main female actor in juno. she dun look like 21, but she is 21...

love the music from the movie also. i even went to buy the soundtrack. music was nice. especially the song ' Anyone else but you'. maybe due to movie, i find it really sweet. very nice. post the lyrics here. anyone who want the song can find me.

You're a part time lover and a full time friend.The monkey on you're back is the latest trendI don't see what anyone can see, in anyone elseBut you

I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of a trainI kiss you all starry eyed, my body's swinging from side to sideI don't see what anyone can see, in anyone elseBut you

Here is the church and here is the steepleWe sure are cute for two ugly peopleI don't see what anyone can see, in anyone elseBut you

The pebbles forgive me, the trees forgive meSo why can't, you forgive me?I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone elseBut you

I will find my nitch in your carWith my mp3 DVD rumple-packed guitarI don't see what anyone can see, in anyone elseBut you

Du du du du du du duduDu du du du du du duduDu du du du du du dudu du

Up up down down left right left right B A startJust because we use cheats doesn't mean we're not smartI don't see what anyone can see, in anyone elseBut you

You are always trying to keep it realI'm in love with how you feelI don't see what anyone can see, in anyone elseBut you

We both have shiny happy fits of rageYou want more fans, I want more stageI don't see what anyone can see, in anyone elseBut you

Don Quixote was a steel driving manMy name is Adam I'm your biggest fanI don't see what anyone can see, in anyone elseBut you

Squinched up your face and did a danceYou shook a little turd out of the bottom of your pantsI don't see what anyone can see, in anyone elseBut you

Du du du du du du duduDu du du du du du duduDu du du du du du dudu du But you

after watching the movie, listening to the soundtrack and reading kenneth blog, my mind start to really ponder what is real love? its a very hard question i think, but i think only time will help to solve it. but i doubt there is a fix answer also.

ok, its a very long post this time. signing off. cya

PS: go watch juno!!!

neither here nor there...

tag

2008-02-25T02:17:00.002+08:00

long time since i blog. decided to blog cause bryan tag!! so my blog is still not so dead afterall. bryan, i am bloggin because of you!!! hahaz!! =DDD
last day or work is on mon. been slacking and enjoying life this few days. but i am so broke now, esp after the bag i bought. haha. looking for a job soon ba, but thats after i get back results and going to some uni open house first. but i do miss some of the times at nokia also. a very good experience i have working there. but life has to go on. oh and pls have me have a gd A level results. =DDD

why is it hard to learn?

cny

2008-02-09T00:28:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. its chinese new year. a new 4 day break. get to enjoy, but rest ma, i think that i am more tired. haha. but at least its fun. tml goin out again. wah, very long since i stay at home for 1 full day. but cant beat my previous record. haha. but after the 18, should be ok le la. then can get a short rest before the results. when to bai nian for the 2 days. tml goin to catch a movie with friends. lookin forward to it. but i cant imagine the number of customer that will appear at nokia at sun. -_-

hoping my thoughts are not true

ignore

2008-02-06T20:22:00.000+08:00

ignore that last 2-3 post if u want. it just i feel like letting things out. hmmm.. but i think i ought to be angry at myself too. but i think a lot ppl dun understand wat i writing also. find me if u want to know. and that is if i tell u. =DDD i am a Introvate after all, when a lot ppl thought that i am extrovate.
just finish reunion dinner. quite early ah. and tml is new year. a new year ahead. and i do hope it will be a good one. i want to have happy year.
oh, and i so goin to write about this customer i met at nokia. i think his character is so good and he is always happy. handphone service for 3 times still so very polite and nice. his life sure very happy one.
i will learn to look at a more postive side. life will then be happier.

lesson not learnt...... yet. trying hard.

bad

2008-02-06T02:14:00.001+08:00

good things ususally happen one after another. but i think bad things do so too. and when i thought its the end, another bad thing happen. when will it stop?

the act of non-existence. ..

blur

2008-02-05T21:47:00.000+08:00

i dun noe y, but i just dun understand, maybe its i think too much. how i hope thing dun turn out this way. i thought i have a **** ******, but it will not be. sorry, i just dun want to say too much out. nvm, i think its because of me also. haha. i shall just continue to vanish from earth. bye bye.

it will not turn out this way. not that way either.

piss

2008-02-04T22:42:00.000+08:00

damn, i am pissed today. one incident after another. lucky it came to a stop. i dun noe wat to say, but its just too much. if i was the past me, i already lose my temper. i hate being pissed, but i just dun understand. maybe its just me. but its not just one incident. bad day. nvm, i hope today will end real soon and i hope tml will be better. but i doubt so. zzzz but i just dun understand too. maybe i should just change my char from today on. i just feel like vanishing from the world. bye bye world!! will be back when i feel like it.

let the game start...

nokia

2008-02-03T19:27:00.001+08:00

back to my blog after like 1 week. this week more about working ba. but its still ok. i think i starting to get the hang of it. but i am leaving soon already. -_- oh and wed is jack birthday. have a mini party. still ok i guess. let the picture tell everything. haha.

sat night, manage to go for the meetin up with friends. dinner at fish and co is fun. long time since we have sure a nice gathering and chat. at least manage to meet those ns guys. haha! and new year is coming!!! YEAH!!

since its already decided, don't look back....

wat am i thinkin

2008-01-25T22:28:00.000+08:00

what am i thinkin to post about it at the previous entry. hai... i think i just need to release it out. nah, i dun think i will be deleting that post also since its a bit unclear too. haha. how i wish everything can just stop and let me think carefully, althought i dun trust my thoughts sometimes too. lolx. ok, enough.
work as usual. zzzz nothing much lor. just too use to those things already. think of it in another way, it make work more fun. hahaz

not again, i had enough.

work

2008-01-24T23:48:00.000+08:00

work as usual. nothing much, only that today i am the only young ppl around. 1 is off while others are getting back their results. haha. and i like one of the only chinese. got once i spend 1 hour translating for ppl. after 1 chinese customer, then got another and another. haha.
i dun noe how to say, but i think i shall not really type about it in my blog. but i cannot find another way to express it. maybe this is enough.
short post. =D

confused. maybe its just one of my chlidish thoughts

off day

2008-01-23T22:10:00.000+08:00

yeah. today is a off day and well spent also. at least its not about boring work. meet up christine in the afternoon. went to walk around tampines and sit at mac to talk. ppl go tm and cs to shop, she go there to find if got jobs a not. -_- then in the end did not buy anything also. but we chatted quite a lot la. haha. went home for dinner after that then go T3 with friends. althought i been there before, but since, i am free, go again lor. i so nice. -_- just reached home, about the same time i reach home from work like that. but i rather my day is spend like that. work again tml. zzzz

oh, and gd luck for those taking O levels result tml. and i reliease release of A lv results may fall on valentine day. -_-

i need more time

zzzzz

2008-01-23T00:41:00.000+08:00

back. dun worry, its not goin to be a super long break from blog. haha. anw, decided to quit already. and the last day is 18 feb. zzz. so long!! i still wish its will be before CNY lor. means goin to work for very long time still. hai..
i dun noe how to say this, but someone is really gettin on my nerve. i admit sometimes its my fault also. but i believe its more of yr way of doin things ba. always go out when they are more ppl, then disappear to dun noe where, pushing things to others. and when to trying to clear quene, chatting in the room. pretending to be busy does not work. -_- at least for me.
okok, lets hope then person knows, but its not goin to ruin my day now and for the future. anger management. HAHA!
o lv results is goin to be out soon. means A is near. sianz. i noe i confrim do badly for physics. i dun want to get back results so fast!!! i so goin to kill myself. -_-
and i go goin to try to write a full complete story again. just hope i wll finish it when i start writing, cause i always give up halfway. look out for it! =DD
i starting to get sick of it. can a girl and a guy just be friends?! its does not mean that a guy and girl go out its together already right? its like forever like that. rumours sux. starting to ponder if i am too nice a person. some ppl tend to be mistaken, some took it for granted, and some even backstab. wait till u see the bomb explode.

the feeling is not right...

decided

2008-01-18T23:45:00.000+08:00

finally decided to quit. long struggle it is. take to super long. even after tellin the manager, i am still thinkin about it. but there is not turning back now. but working for about 1 more month still, so it does not make much difference. althought i feel quite bad. since i make up my mind. thats it. making decision is not what i like. especially big ones...

was takin bus home yesterday from work. i think a second story is startin to form. haha. see when i have the mood to go think and write it down. will only write if i think its nice. oh, and those who want to read but cannot read the story, tell me, i try to help u all. at least i noe there is ppl reading it..

oh, and i think horoscope is quite true. i starting to believe it..

story-telling

2008-01-16T01:27:00.000+08:00

夜深人静,还满精神的,让我来说个故事。先播些情歌效果会比较好。

在世界的某个角落, 住着一位男孩。个性开朗的他,总有朋友包围着。有一天，他认识了一位女孩，不知为什么，跟那女孩很谈得来. 不知不觉, 男孩和女孩每晚都会聊电话，无所不谈。这时，男孩发现自己好像已经慢慢的喜欢上女孩，但一直对自己没信心。在害怕被拒绝的阴影下，男孩迟迟不敢开口，问女孩是否也喜欢他. 女孩就这样一直等着。。。

有一天凌晨，男孩突然接到女孩的电话。但是，女孩什么也没说就哭了。原来，女孩得了重病，只能活多三天。这时，男孩马上往医跑去，眼泪也不禁开始流下。到了医院，男孩不知要说些什么。女孩这时就说：“ 从我认识你那天到现在，我没有一天不等你的电话, 没有一天不想看到你的身影，没有一天不在想你，也没有一天不在等你对我说我喜欢你。” 男孩的眼泪不停的流, 也拼命的喊‘我喜欢你！！’

那三天，男孩每天守在女孩身边。时间一分一秒的过去，七十二小时就这样过去。女孩过世前留了封信。--- ‘ 谢谢你。这三天是我有史以来最快乐的。我十分珍惜。以后，有喜欢的人，千万不要对自己没信心，千万不要害怕。’这时男孩只能对着那封信不停的哭。

为什么别人能天长地久，但我只能曾经拥有。

-完-
作者：Hengky

its late at night, suddenly got this idea. so decide to write it down. typing in chinese is not easy, considering my pingyin is so lousy. -_- hope the few readers here will like the story. if anyone cry while reading, please tell me. it means that my story is successful. =D but i doubt so, cause i summarize a lot. hahaz.

hai..

2008-01-15T23:28:00.000+08:00

typical working day, but today was not a good day. have more angry customer and i think the manager is not happy with me have to leave early. but i do not have much of a choice also. the more i work, the more i feel like quiting, and the more i cant make up my mind. work a few more days first ba! lol! if i quit then go find job with christine. lolx.
went to eat dinner with kf after giving the timesheet. was very hungry( skip lunch la). then el and ww came and we go shop and look around for someone present. hmm. lot time since i went shop around and friends. haha. anw, i hate wearin the workin shoe. i even bring out my sport shoe and change to it when givin timesheet! haha
day-off tml. YEAH!
and i seen to blog more nowadays.... -_-

hat-trick

2008-01-14T23:38:00.000+08:00

thankz to a xiao mei mei to remind me to blog, i am back again! lolx!. nothing much this few days ba, just work. actually, was thinkin if want to continue a not. its quite boring and tired, but fun at times too. nvm, just try out for a few more days first ba. lol, thats wat i have been tellin myself this few days. i dun noe try out for how long already. thats it, i hate making decision. -_-

i always wanted to do a blog with pic, cause i think its nicer, but i am too lazy to bring out my camera!! i wanted to bring out on sun, but the battery when flat. -_-

last but not least, this post must about be about his man. was watchin man u vs newcastle match last sat. a exciting match i shall say. (of course, i am man u supporter and man u win 6-0) he have been scoring a brace for like 30 over games, and finally a hat-trick for him this time round. special moment for him and also for man u fans! haha. and i reliease something.

the more u want something, the harder it is for one to get it.

work

2008-01-12T23:50:00.000+08:00

sorry for the lack of post. have been working the the past week. customer service at nokia. quite fun but stress i shall say. phew, lucky break tml. time for some rest!! actually this job is still ok, just that some customer is just very irritating. but i prefer goin to work then working!!!! the thought of workin make me feel so old. -_-
actually, i am quite surprise to see ppl still tag on my tagboard. haha.. shows that my blog is not dead. will blog more often la, maybe on my break day. wahaha! need me to blog then i can read someone blog ma. lol. jkjk.
gtg
bb

ps: due to the lack of post and how bored i am, the post is super short. something are better left to myself. the past is the past...

Happy New Year

2008-01-01T18:03:00.000+08:00

Woohoo!! Its 2008. Happy New Year! Time do pasts very fast. Seems like yesterday when i was at downtown and countdown for 2007 and its already now 2008. Lets me look back a bit on 2007. the joy- organizing orientation, council, prom and of course the boring part- A levels. But its still a good year for me. lets hope 2008 will be better! New year resolution, i will keep to myself (althought i will not really thought of it). Let me post some pictures of 2007 since i do not blog much at 2007

prom

2007-12-22T16:37:00.000+08:00

long time since i last blog ah... 1 month? haha, do not be mistaken, the chalet is not 1 month, its jsut a few days, its just that a bit lazy to blog.

this one month is fun ba, althought most of the time is rottin at home, but there are big events.. like prom! yes yes, prom is over and fun. i know i am very late in bloggin about it, but better late then never right? althought never win lucky draw, but it does not really matter. the food ma, i think its just ok, but for a hotel, think its not up to the hotel standard. but the mc is good and basically is still good. hahaz prom photos now!!! find me if u want somemore..

council!!

the 2 very tall guy -_-

tms clique

its take ages to upload pictures to blogger. nvm, those who want can come look for me. after prom, went to DXO then reach home at about 3.30 am.

ok, think that enough for today. will be back to blog soon! =DD

hi and bye

2007-11-25T21:14:00.000+08:00

Nothing much to do this 2 days too, thus did not blog, cause its just basically rotting at home. Stay at home have its advantages de also. At least you save money. Thus, there is something good at exam period too. Since u do not have time to go out and shop, and most of the time studying, basically, quite a lot is save, espspecially if u study at home. I so goin to be so break if i keep going out.
Anyway, i not goin to blog for this few days. Don't worry, it will not be 1 year again, its just a few days cause i going off for chalet. Will blog again when i am back! =DDD

2nd post of the year

2007-11-23T22:13:00.000+08:00

now its already november and here it is my 2nd post of the year. i wonder how many post will there be this year? haha. we shall see about that...
as my blogskin suggest, yes, i love basketball and thats how i spend my day today. play basketball with the usual people and enjoying it. and i do have any injury today. its not that i also will have injury when playing, but sometimes, it do happen. thats basically my day, and basketball rocks. haha.
i itching to try uploading photo to entry, but i cant seem, to find a suitable photo. never mind, i will do a photo post when i have the chance. =D cause i think entry with photos are more interesting. and i wonder who knows that i finally revive my blog. haha.

back!

2007-11-23T00:37:00.000+08:00

yes yes, i am back, after like more then 1 year. a long break ya? i am just too lazy to blog. but since now i am consider one of the most free person on earth, i am back to blogging. =D

yes, A level are over, thats why i am so free now. no more books, no more notes and no more mugging at least for his year. Don't want to think so much, just hope the results will be good. so, i can afford the time to write down about my life. At least i am enjoying so called the ideal life now. No stress, and having all the time in the world to do anything i want. But sometimes having too much time, is not a good thing too. Do not know what to do. But at least its better then mugging. Wahaha

i relieased after so long so not blogging, i lose touch of how to blog. Maybe will get use to it sooner. Will try to blog more often but i wonder if anyone still reads it. Lets hope there still is. =DD oh, and also, i change the blogskin. nice nice? so proud, i change it by myself. er, with some help of see hwee. At least i did almost everything myself. But, its still basketball.

ok, i hope i will blog more often, never mind if people still read it or not. =DD

one month

2006-10-08T23:31:00.000+08:00

just reliease its more then a month since i last blog...hmm.. cant help ma.. promo.. mug mug mug all day.. but finally its over!!! YEAH!! hope can get promo.... hope... cause some paper really difficult. advance to j2 will be gd.. hahaz.... now goin to PW. hai... hope the wr will be gd...
y do the sch still put lecture at exam day!!!! somemore we need to rest!!! stupid la.... should be holi for me now still need go sch.. so sianz lor.. think i will be sleepin in lecture. like i always did. hahaz.
anw, dun noe y my tagboard like disappear le.. lazy to put one back... anyone kind volunteer want to help me???wahahahz...
think now more should be more fun already. since promo over. oh ya!! anyone want to come mj open house next fri? 13 oct. visitor welcome!!! =) i can show u all around..
ok..
gtg
bb

-T!@nC@!-

one step.... forward or backwards?

study

2006-09-05T23:17:00.000+08:00

back after a long time of no blog... i think i am like bloggin lesser and lesser now a days ba. too busy la... always so busy this few weeks. hmmm.. i will try to blog as soon as i can ba...
finally the holis are here!!! but i have things on from startin to fri. means holi gone. plus need to study promos!!! argh!!! study and study. so sianz. but no choice ah...
have not really study this few days.. so sianz to start.... and got so much..... but i think i startin soon ba.. jia you wor!!!!!! must mug!!! hope to get promoated with at least 1 A or B. whahahaz.
life never fair isn't it? workin so hard, yet, those who slack also get the credit... but just have to bear with it ya?
thing sometimes get irriating too. like repeatin the same thing over and over again... once or twice should be enough ba... enough le ba...
hmmm.... today wake up a bit not feelin well. but still went for the SC meetin.. but it become worse after that.. but now slightly better le... i dun want to fall sick!! not at holi at least!!! think today not productive at all. hope the rest of holi can ba... not just study, but study le, must enter that brain of mine....
tml goin out, thurs goin mug with my friend, fri bb. hmm... that left me with sat and sun at home.. but cant really study at home. think its better to mug outside? hmm...
ok, i shall read some of my econs. econs and gp, worse sub ever.... sobs...
bb
econs? dun really feel like readin it. hahaz

-T!@nC@!-

at least i am better......

piss

2006-08-18T22:00:00.000+08:00

dun wish to say much, but super pissed today. should not elaborate. seriously no mood to blog about other stuffs.
yesterday still lookin forward to today, then its completely ruin. pissed by those ppl..
bye

-T!@nC@!-

trust make a team

2006-08-15T00:08:00.000+08:00

hey, finally back to blog le. and its past midnight le... hahaz tml sch. nvm, the most i think sleep at lesson ba. too much to do le...
this few weeks ah.. busy lor, as usual first is hw and test. then finally got the national day holi. but busy goin out also. gatherin. hahaz. next holi will be the one week holi le.. lookin forward to it. but not lookin forward to promos. i am like still dun understand a lot of things. hope can get promoted....
anw, did i mention, the fireworks very nice!!! went to watch with my friend and her sis on sat. never regret goin... its very nice!! esp the finale. hahaz
the about a week holi for national day, only study on thurs. haha. the others is all play or goin out. a bit less to study ba... but time is gone la. have to buck up. actually, want to blog at the holi de.. but still no time.. hahaz
i have not feel sleepy now leh. should have slept too much last night ba... dun feel like sleepin yet.. but soon ba..
will blog soon when i can
gtg
bb

-T!@nC@!-

A choice.....

confused

2006-07-16T21:35:00.000+08:00

u noe wat? i have a mountain of stuffs to complete that it already too sianz for me to start... plus i reach home at about 11 pm this few days... mid-year results is another thing that i dun feel like carrying on.. its like super sianz..... but i MUST!!!

i am impress by the esplande ushers. on thurs, went to esplande to help in the SYF. totally impress by the usher there. its like they are real good la.... able to handle stuffs quickly and do their job effectively... the helpin in ushering is tiring, but fun too. and learn new stuffs too. another thing to add, esplanade backstage is cool!!!

another week has pass, one week nearer to everything.... i hope can carry on do things well.... i want!!!

i noe i have a lot of ppl to link-up. sorry, a but lazy to do it now. i will do it soon. althought i did not link, but i still readin yr blog....

something just make my life more confuse. its like chaos now..... brain confusion.....

-T!@nC@!-

Should i or should i not?

happy? sad?

2006-07-11T22:16:00.000+08:00

yeah yeah yeah... back again... cause today was like unusually free. mornin as usually, boring lesson. but, its like i can go home at 3.25!!! its like more then a month i can go home at this time. like wah!!! nvm, i am too crazy le...

results ma. shall not talk about it. i think u noe how la....

actually, i dun noe wat to blog. my life is a boring one.. and i really mean boring, cause this few days really boring... study lor... sobs.. plus stress....

Italy won, like so not fair la!!! i perfer France. but nvm, its the truth. but Zidane headbutt is nice. like wat de la...

i seriously think that i need sleep. more sleep pls... but dun look like possible. i want to sleep till i wake up naturally!!!

i realise i not an extra afterall. but dun make me fall in it again..... that is still something missing....

and that something missing is making me think wats wrong....

but thinkin too much is not gd....

-T!@nC@!-

An empty hole.....

FFF

2006-07-04T01:05:00.000+08:00

sometime since mid-year exam is over le.... ARGH!!! expected grade is FFFF. hahahz. it is that worse..it is that bad... shall not talk about it.. just wait for my results ba.. hope its not that bad..

this week, the most relax week after entering JC!!! sure have fun and go out. lots of sleep too.. wahahaz. how i hope it will still be like that when school reopen...

sat was such a cool day la.. went out at 9am to play bb, then go swim, then go zhi qian house to watch soccer. reach home at 6am. lolx super tired, but super tired.. england and brazil. not wat i expected and not wat i want...

those reading, pls tag leh, my tagboard is like dead......

was listenin to some older songs in my com. it does bring back memories. both happy and sad. but laughter and tears. both good and bad. flashback is good sometimes too....

i really think i too the wrong path. i hope can i backtrack and rewind....

-T!@nC@!-

I will put everything aside. I am tired....

mid-year exams

2006-06-25T21:26:00.000+08:00

first and foremost, y am i here? tml is mid-year exam!!!! and i am still here.. using the com. did not study much also. not enough time. but its too late le ba.. no use le. just do my best tml ba. i not panic now. i dun noe y. i should be. hope i will not panic tml. and i really did not study much.. hai.. all the best for me tml ba....

if u think u are so good, then prove to me... but the truth does not always show. i try to explain to you, but u just talk louder to shut me off. i try a few times, and u just shut me off. then no use for me to explain le. since u are the one thats goin to face everything....

i think i make the wrong choice. i wish time can turn back. i want to change my decision. but its to late now. i just have to make do with it...

goin out to mug...

all the best for me...

-T!@nC@!-

I want more to happen.....

last week

2006-06-18T23:38:00.000+08:00

as the last week of the holi starts, it means its the LAST WEEK!!! one more week to mid-year exam. i am just so dead.

some time never update le. some people out here ah, ask me update. hahaz. here i am.

done nothing much this week. try to mug, then slack. so on. seriously, i cant wait for school to reopen, but i dun want school to reopen also. confused.

some people do things for the sake of doin it. its not about if u want it a not, its aboutif its suitable a not. it may not do good after all. think.. ok, i also dun noe wat i typing about it. just that sometimes feel like shaking my head seeing some stuffs....

nvm, some random thoughts.

world cup... actually, brazil has the highest chance... England is good, but they always underperformed.. blah blah blah... but soccer match are nice to watch ma....

ok, my brain has shut down.

this post is typed with my brain completely shuted down.

kinda random.

-T!@nC@!-

I give up. Its too much.

sick...

2006-06-10T21:09:00.000+08:00

ok, i declare myself sick... hahaz.. but gd that recovering le. hahaz i basically sleep my whole yesterday. hahaz. long time i slept that long le... one whole day leh!!!

i cant believe after holi is the mid-year exam. i try to start a bit, but cant really get started ba... maybe i shall go out and study... i did a bit of chem, but its like i dun noe a not!!! its like skip, skip and skip... i feel so dead.... plus miss about 1 week of lecture...... cant expect my grades for mid-year.... ah...... my next week is quite packed too.....dun have much time left.

for 2 weeks of holi done nothing much. mostly is slack.... hahaz.. shall get myself back up..... i hope i can....

studying can be bored. hahaz. should include a lame joke in this post....

Once, all the scientist die and go to the heaven. They decide to play hide-n-seek. Unfortunately, Einstein is the one who has the den. He is supposed to count up to 100 and then start searching. Everyone starts hiding except Newton. Newton just draws a square of 1 metre and stands in it, right in front of Einstein. Einsteins finishes counting, opens his eyes and find Newton standing in front. Einstein says 'Newtons out, Newtons outs.' Newton denies and says 'I am not out. I am standing in a square of area 1 metre. Thats means I am Newton per metre square. Hence, I am Pascal.'

hahaz. hope u get it... lolx.. its kinda lame...

-T!@nC@!-

Afraid of the future.....

LTC

2006-06-04T23:00:00.000+08:00

ok. i am now here rotting at home while the whole 4th council is at LTC!!! i want to go!!!! my overseas trip suddenly cancel. its like damn sad that i cant go. i want to join them. its fun, and enriching... ah!!!

ok, enough of that, wat done cant be undone. sobs... ok, this few days is just rotting at home lor. nothing much. have not start muggin for mid year exam. cham, a lot to study, plus i skip a lot of lecture due to the phy course that NUS. i am like so blur now... like prepare to fail... someone teach me?

finally get to slack a bit at holi le. though its still very busy, at least i got more sleep. hahaz.

i cant bring myself to study. dun noe y... but i want to reach my goal!!!

yr reply is still the same. i dun want it. i want to delete it, but i dun noe how. how to forget? i try my best. its still not successful. it always bother me....

tml goin chalet, might not update for this 2 days.

-T!@nC@!-

promise and meant to be broken-- its is true sometimes.....

accident..

2006-05-30T22:53:00.000+08:00

its during this few days then i finally find out that it is already the holi. but it do not seems like holi at all. its is same busy as normal school days. plus exam after holi, how u will expect this holi except for mugging and mugging. i want my holi!! i want to stress!!!

gp paper as crap. i think i will fail it. sobs. then learning journey. ok la. not bad. quite fun. took a lot of photos. then x-men 3. its my second time watching. but its still nice and funny. that movie is nice la...

after the gp, paper, i had a shock. find out that my good friend had been involed in a car accident and is in hospital. i was stunned. but no time to visit her yesterday. so, today, after one whole day of lessons and my phy SPA, when to her house to visit her. glad to see her quite ok. lucky she recover quite fast. however, her mum condition is not as good as hers. but nvm, she recovering and it will be ok de.. will get well soon..

my this holi is like packed!! cant go out and play and have fun... sobs.. i thought holi is meant for us to rest. but, i have get enough rest...then wat is holi meant for...

u find me when only when u need me. when u are happy, i was never in yr mind. it may be unfair, but at least, i am still in yr head.

-T!@nC@!-

You are my superwomen, but i am only human.

long one finally

2006-05-27T22:35:00.000+08:00

ok. me back for a rather long post. sorry for those few super short post cause really busy and stress that week. about sick ma, its better le. from those 2 days of rests. sleeping is good. hahaz.
as i have said, this week is busy, stress, tired, dead blah blah blah. thurs is the soccer match. mjc was leading. but that 10 mins is when vjc goal rush. if its is not for that 10 mins, we will have won. but nvm, we accept it. can really see the whole cheer cheerin for mjc. the united mjc. the soocer team has done their best and play very well. so, we will cheer for them. then due to the soccer finals, fri is a free day. but not for me....
fri, went back to school for SPA. i guess its was guess ok? but i did make some silly mistakes. and guess what, after i have handed in the SPA paper and put back all stuff and took a seat, i feel very dizzy and headache. oh mine, i was shock at that time. when walkin out from headache is very bad!! maybe that the results for one stress week? but ok after a rest at the council room. lucky it get better. then went for lunch and council debrief. blah blah blah. that makes up my fri. apparently, its not a holi for me.
now to sat, i simply cant wait for mon to watch X-men. went to watch today. its very nice... really nice. sad that it is the last one le. that means no more x-men movie. but this one is super nice. a lot of stuffs happen. should not say much as some ppl readin this blog might not have watch. but why did not gambit appear in any movie of x-men? its my favourite character. a bit unfair lor.
guess wat? GP mid-year exam is on mon. i am like so prepared to fail la...english has been my worse sub and i confrim i will fail la. hope at least can get a AO. then enough le.... the world will be a lot better without GP. super worried for it.
ok, that me for this stupid week. make me damn stress out. i hope there is no more this kind of week, if not, i will drop dead. maybe this is just jc life?
sometimes my mind just drift over. its not within my control. my heart controls it. and i cant control my heart. cause i cant control my heartbeat.

-T!@nC@!-

what will be up for me?

sick

2006-05-24T21:05:00.000+08:00

ok. sorry for those short posts. but this shall be another one. i am simply too busy and i am facing a dead end here.

i am sick here, feeling not so well, tml soccer finals which including cheering, tons of hw undone, friday phy SPA which i have not study. i cant miss tml. there are thingsfor me to do tml for the cheering. hope i will get better.

i think i am going to die soon la. with so much stuffs and mid-year exam!! oh no!!

ok. i go to rest.

shall die for SPA on fri..

-T!@nC@!-

i am tired of it, but i cant stop it.

tired

2006-05-15T22:26:00.000+08:00

i am tired. i am stress. my results are lousy especially english. argh!!

maybe JC is not the right choice. i hate english!!!

-T!@nC@!-

what to do?

backstab

2006-05-14T22:14:00.000+08:00

this post is very radomn. more about memories.... but feel like writin it down.... should be to vent out ba.

i cant believe someone choose do that... its like i believe it u yet, u prove to me that i make the wrong choice. thank for the backstab. never expect u to do that just to get the thing u want. is it more important then our friendship. if u think so, then ok, at least i seen the real u.

never expect in this short 1 year to get backstab twice, by 2 friends i trust..........

kinda sianz now.....

hai....

-T!@nC@!-

listening to the song

rest

2006-05-14T16:26:00.000+08:00

ok. its the weekend!!! yup!! but it already sunday. y must the weekend end so fast. i still want my rest. sleep 10 hours on thurs, 9 hours on fri. wahahaz. but tml is weekday again. goin to be lack of sleep again.zZZ. nvm, i just happy that i have done a lot of things this weekend. things have done,

- physic dyamics tutorial

-chem atomic structure tutorial

-maths binomial assigment

-AP tutorial and assignment

-group GPP

-study once chem practical

hahaz. dun look a lot. but need to spend time to do de wor.. slackin now. hahaz need to rest from at those homework ma..

next week chem SPA!! wah, like so fast. this grade counted in A lv somemore. only study once. but now too tired to tired le. the SPA is at wed and tues got SC invest rehearsal till 8. T_T.

next week should be a very busy week. which means it will be stress. ah!!!

this song remains me of everything, but i just love this song. Thus, its hard to forget.

signing off.

-T!@nC@!-

we are in different world now.

stress!!

2006-05-10T20:07:00.000+08:00

sometime since i last blog.. only 1 word can describe this period of time. STRESS!!!! and i really mean stress!!! today, one of the rare chance i can rest a bit.

sunday. went out to look for stuffs for the competition. on the way back home, at the bus, saw Mrs Tay!!! shocked to see her day. long time since i see her. she is a very gd teacher!!! glad to know that she is all right now... ok, reach home, chiong PI!! and and still left tons of hw.

ok mon, is where the real stress start. lesson as normal. then got RJC vs MJC soccer match. its a tie. from 5-1 to 0-0 due to the rain.... then went to make the test-tube for the SC. make till about 9. then reach home at about 10. and guess wat? i got 2 test the next day...chem and econs... like i still got time to study...

tues, lessons and tests. did not really study much. dun think will do well. then got flag rasing practice which is about 9 too. reach home at 10.30. great. one day later then another. and phy test next day. wat can be worse if i have not really study..

wed. which is today. done with the phy test. hope can do well, but doubt it. then got the SC invest rehearsal. at least tml no test. can take some time to rest.. today totally blank out at lesson. too tired. cant concentrate. lookin forward to fri. holiday and weekend!!! i want my rest and sleep before i really fall sick!!!! expect to get more busy in later part of year ba. scare cant cope sia...

has been goin through my mind this few days too. have not really got over it. dun noe if i can a not. but it really distract me sometimes......

-T!@nC@!-

i hope everything should not have happen. But its too late.

lalala

2006-05-06T16:46:00.000+08:00

hey, i am back. thankz u for for tryin to make me happier.. hahaz.. i am a lot better already... have to move on anyway ma. cant do anything about it too... its part of life...
summary of this week first... no test this week!!! but a lot next week T_T. so much to do. plus all those homework, argh.. this week i sleep less then 4 hours a day... feel very sleepy at school. about to fall asleep in some lesson. lessons mae up one big part of my week.. hai
thurs got soccer match. mjc vs acjc. mjc win!!! 5-2!! not bad right. hahaz.
yesterday got SC investiture rehearsal. practice the song and walk in. not bad!! have fun while practising!! i believe i can fly is nice!!! after that when to eat dinner at white sands with jasmine, zul and mereith. hahaz. then goin home that time, jasmine fiind out she lose her ez-link card. went to help her look for it. but still cant find it. feel that its partially my fault. sorry jasmine!!! and np... thats what friends are for.
next week got chem, phy, econs test. next next week got SPA. ah!! getting a lot of stress. next week got a lot of SC invesiture rehearsal. i want more time!!! next week still got NAPFA test. i scare my standing board jump. but next fri is a holi!! lalala!!!! GP exam is coming too...
i feel that the june holi is not goin to be a holi.. ah!!
bb

-T!@nC@!-

Sometimes just cant help thinking of it.

haiz

2006-05-01T22:19:00.000+08:00

something just happen to change my happy mood down to bottomless pit. i cant believe what i saw... i have nothing to say.. i dun noe wat to say. it just bring the whole me down. it should not have happen...

camp

2006-05-01T12:10:00.000+08:00

back.... after a week.. cause too busy and camp so on. never. lets date back.....

24/4. hahaz a very special day!!! my birthday. thankz for all so messagers,cakes and presents. a very wonderful birthday!!!! thankz guys. really grateful..=)

ok. now to the sports day. atlas got third. althought not so gd, but still not bad. altas cheerleading got first!!!! good job to all those in cheerleading!!!! u all done a very great job!!! after that. got ths SC camp. first day was nothing much. mr hon lesson is funny. hahaz. got ice-breakers and team building too..but its only the start...

the next day, its when everything started.. first also play team-building games. but its like everyine is giving suggestions. everything does not turn out well. everyone is doin their own things. but we noe our mistake. thats y, in the game in the afternoon, we did well =). we improve... we learn from our mistake. there is also leadership lesson by the TAs. at night, there is my favourite activity. NIGHT WALK!!!. its very fun. we are blindfolded. thats when its so fun. hold on and walk.

third and last day. got the P and T. job to pasir ris park and back. the job is tiring but its gd. everyone is encouraging each other... holding on.... then we have to vote for the exco... my votes and ....... hahaz. shall not say. =P then take photo with the 3rd SC. then home sweet home.

i really enjoy the camp. now, i noe the 4th SC more. thankz the 3rd and 4th SC that make this camp fun while to learn.

today is holiday!!! finally. but tons of hw again. PI, english eassy, chem, econs. and worse. i dun noe how to start on the my english essay!!!! and i goin to play basketball later. dun think can finish. but i still want to my basketball!! long time since i play it. shall die tml......

a lot people have been falling sick!! take care!!

back to hw...

-T!@nC@!-

I am happy now..... but its still lack of something....

one day

2006-04-23T19:33:00.000+08:00

today is sunday.. finally i can get my 7 hours of sleep le. its super long since i sleep so long. sleep seem to have no link to sleep. but there are still tons of hw!!! PI, chem, phy. i dun noe how to chem and phy. T_T i feel so dead....

today ma. tuition in the morning. not bad. at least now i understand function more. will help in the test. but i still think i will fail the test. then nothing much. when to Mac to have my lunch, then zoom home to start with my hw.... cause still got a lot.. hahaz done PI. but first idea got rejected... thought of a new idea. i hope it does not get reject anymore. the deadline is near somemore... then play a few com games. and now, stuck at phy and chem cause dun noe how to do. both need to hand up tml...sobs..

now very sianz... dun want to do hw de. like cant complete and cant do like that... what to do now?? so sianz, so dead..... its this time when mood change....

tml is the day!!=)

i am stunned when u told me that. nothing should have happened...

-T!@nC@!-

not in a very good mood. pardon me....

one week

2006-04-21T20:12:00.000+08:00

back from one week not blogging. this week really too busy le.. SC election practice, election, test , hw. can really faint. let start things one by one
mon got my rally!! a bit fast but still ok i guess. mon and tues got SC election rehersal. all end super late. reach home like 9.30pm. wed is the election. i think i did ok. hope i get in. thankz to all those who vote me....results release on mon... waiting... hope its a birthday present.
this week got chem and phy test... chem test is not enough time. its still ok.i think i will fail. but i hope can pass. phy test is a disaster. i dun noe how to do a lot. this one i think confrim faint de lor!! hai..
thurs is soccer match mjc vs tjc. mjc won. whooo. 4-2. met li shean. she come over to support. hahaz. but yee chuan too busy, cant pei her.
next week maths test. maths is my worse sub. i think hai.. hope to pass. and tons of hw coming in!! PI got rejected also. need to hand in another by mon.. is there life is JC.
3 more days.....=)
sometimes, u cant help feeling helpless, alone. dun noe wat to do, who to speak to. then can help to get into bad mood....hai...

-T!@nC@!-

I hope i have done my best....

tired

2006-04-16T21:41:00.000+08:00

super tired now..zZzZ so feel like sleeping!!! but got a lot of things to do!! hw and tests... T_T

i wake up at about 6am today wor!! and today is a sunday leh!! its one of those few rare days i can sleep more... yet wake up so early. but i do not mind tuition in the morning. at least it keeps my sun afternoon free... but till, i am felling asleep in front of my tutorials le... ZzZzZ

tml is my rally. quite excited, but also a bit scare.. hope i will do my best tml =)

oh ya, today went minsi house. she help me make the board. thankz!! big thank you to you... its nice la!!! had fun too...

waiting for next week to come.... =)

i still want my sleep...

-T!@nC@!-

i know it has end. i have accepted it. but doing it is another thing

2am

2006-04-14T02:05:00.000+08:00

its 2 am now. i simply love this kind of time. everyone i sleeping. left me alone to do my work or play. actually, i was tired just now. but as time drag on. now a bit too much energy to sleep le.. lolx.

today is thurs. the longest day in my timetable. actually nothing much today also. its jus lesson after lesson and still lesson. but we got quite a lot of break la..at least i was very attentative in almost all the lesson. not dozin off. yeah!!

tml is holi!! yeah!! but still got piles of hw to finish and 2 test next week. holi is like the holi at the past. more and more hw coming. more and more test comin... goin to die soon.. its like endless.....

sometimes i really miss tms.... not that jc life is not gd. jc life fun!! but sometimes will miss those friends from tms.. the time muggin for o lv and so on........

i still cant sleep!! oh my!! panda soon la... tml still need wake up quite early... i am still very awake now. maybe too much thing in my mind ba...

-T!@nC@!-

i will try to forget it--- working towards my goals...

sad...

2006-04-12T18:47:00.000+08:00

today lesson was ok i guess. phy lesson was fun. chem practical. one of my worse practical ever done. it took me so long to get the results. i should practice more... something funny happen at chem prac. michelle drop the Kmno4 into the burette without puttin the clip. hahaz. then the solution just pour and flow out. hahaz. lucky she notice it sia. so funny. after that, its gp....blah blah blah.....
cant wait for after school. went back to tms cause today speech day. althought not prize winner, but went to look for teachers and friends. yup, have fun. took some photos... tms memories!!! its such a great feeling...
when i thought its over. everything come back.. should i or should i not? i thought i already forget everything, but no. i have not....
hai... not in a good mood now.... not in the mood to do anything.....

-T!@nC@!-

I still do not want it to end....but i trying to forget it...

late...

2006-04-09T01:33:00.000+08:00

its now 1.30 at night.. super quiet.. my family sleep le. only left me.. to my old habits.. cant sleep.. wahahaz but like that gd ma.. at night nobody disturb u. best in choingin hw.. just finish phy prac.. yeah =).. but still got a lot more other hw to go..T_T plus tml got tuition.. can die sia.. but i am hangin on.. the real busyness is not yet here... will not give up!!! its for me =)

actually dun really want to blog about my daily life... if not really become super bored here sia.. but sometimes i do =) but bear with it if u want to read... dun want to read also nvm. this is my blog ma...

today went to afternoon, after some stuffs, went to kenneth house to study... blah blah blah... talk, study.. then here i am lor... boring life ya?? but its weekend ma.. should be for us to relax and have fun.. but now become for mugging le.. oh ya!! i finally get to sleep 10 hours last night!!! but i still find it not enough.. i want more of my sleep!!!

actually at weekend, i look forward to school cause its fun. but at weekdays, i look forward to weekend, cause i can sleep more.. weird rite??

ok, back to my hw, then need to try to sleep le..

cya...

-T!@nC@!-

Problems all inside, no exit for it now....

hey

2006-04-07T20:18:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey!!! tell to say about this week.. hahaz.. i got in SC!!! woo!! number 50!! must vote for me!!! but a bit scare of the rally also.. but i will do my best!!!

tues got blood donation drive.. wanted to go donate.. See hwee can xiaoxuan also. in the end i got sore throat last week cant.. hai.. xiaoxuan also cant.. left see hwee only.. hahaz... sorry ah....

wed nothing much.. thurs is fun!!! mjc vs ajc in soccer... we won!!!! i was flagin the atlas flag for the whole 90 mins.. super tired but its worth it!!! and fun!!! i like it.. want to do it again if i have the chance!!!

fri which is today.. also nothing much.. just lesson and lesson. reach home after 8.30pm each day, except today.. but this week is fun!!! at least i feel happy this whole week. esp tues.. so high and happy but dun noe y.. lolx... i wish can carry on this feeling.. havin fun.. i like 06S212!!!

teacher are dishin out hw so fast.. a lot to do. sianz. next week still got test!! goin dead... its so busy... but i must not give up!!! must jia you!!! my goals are still there!!!!! workin towards it......

-T!@nC@!-

some feeling of emptiness

sunday

2006-04-03T00:12:00.000+08:00

its like past 12 at night... tml still got sch.... but a little bit too awake to go sleep. hahaz later then sleep la.. but its will be like 3 hours of sleep only T_T. but i cant sleep now ma.. nothing much to do. brain dead from all those hw.. so just pop by to blog...
today ma, nothing much also. its a super normal day. nothing interesting....
things dun only happen in one way. i afraid u will regret it one day... its so brittle...
hahaz... should not get emotional here.... but i doubt the u will ever read this la...
i just hope ppl keep their promises.....
actually want to post some pics.. but too slow le. other time ba
i think i gotto catch some sleep before i become a panda
bb

-T!@nC@!-

sec week

2006-04-01T21:39:00.000+08:00

back.. i said i will post more often ma...hahaz

today is april fool day.. and i have not make fun ppl at all. its not fun to have april fool at weekend.. i prefer it to be at weekday. then its more fun!!

this week is ok i guess.. have fun.. busy also.. at least we gone through everyday of our timetable.. our teacher is quite ok ba. except a few.. but overall its gd la... hope will continue to have fun quite learnin. 06s212!! i like this class. its fun and united!!! hope we have fun while learning ya??its 2 years together as a class!!!

have my councill interview on mon.. its scary sia. 10 eyes stare on u.. but mine is still ok la..

captain ball on thurs!! its very fun!!! first time playin as a class.. we went to final!!! hahazs should not say how 'hard' is it for us to go to final.. althought did not win, but i have fun playin la... enjoy it. should have more of this kind of game...

fri is parents orientation. stay at sch till 10 something.. hahaz.. not bad la.. have some fun too....directing the parent so on.. but tired la...

qing fei de yi this song is very nice!! noe its from last time.. i noe its a old song.. but its very nice!! should go listen....

tiancai signin off

-T!@nC@!-

its over...

back

2006-03-26T23:10:00.000+08:00

hey!! back after a long time ya..... hahaz. time pass so fast now. maybe too busy ba... but now still can cope. still got more to come.. next week must start to study le.. slackin for 3 months le. a bit not use to it yet... expected to get more busy la...tutotials so on... but nvm.. at least there are things to keep me busy... i need things to keep me busy...

today went to buy a wireless headphone!! wow!!! so cool!! use bluetooth de..... then the earpiece is wirelss.. no more wire... its so nice la!!! wahahahaz. i usin it to listen to music now.... lalala

oh ya.. i found new goal of life now le... should not say wat it is... but workin towards it.. jia you.. i hope i can keep this goal of life. at least pass the jc life...

yup!! i play BB of course!! its fun!! haha. quite shocked to see joycie here.. hahaz. thankz!! =)

maybe i should update more often.. see ba. i will do when i am free... almost everybody blog at least twice a week, some daily and i blog once 2 week.. hahaz i will try to blog more....

gtg

got to do some tutorials before i sleep

you have changed, you have changed, you have changed--empty promises

orientation

2006-03-13T22:40:00.000+08:00

orientation is fun!!! very fun!!! i miss those days...... the campfire, MMM, CSI, W and W so on.. tiring yet, part of my life i will never forget!! reg 6, i very proud of u all.. i noe u all done yr best!!!
regulus, althought we did not win, but we are still champions!!! we did have fun, freshies are bonded!! we indeed are champions!!! we last batch of reggie, stand up tall and quack with pride!!! regulus rox!!! mjc rox!!! can see the unity at the campfire...

here is a short quiz i do, i find it quite true, shok mei, u can see the results le..
hahaz

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

gtg
bb!!

the gap between us is impossible to mend already... lets forget about it ba... you are to blame for it... i did my best already....

posting

2006-03-03T23:56:00.000+08:00

back from about a month of not blogging. hahaz. last time say about o lv results, now let me start with posting results. : ). hahaz actually nothing much la. got inside mjc. not surpised....... my first choice.... but still thankz everyone who provide me with the advice on my choice.. all the best to u all too..

studies is quite hard. fail test and so on... thats A lv.... the studies at A lv is diff...

mjc life so tired. reach home everyday about 8.. but fun la!! first 2 months slackin. hahaz after march holi much chiong le.. i want to achieve gd results for o lv!! and this 2 years will pass very fast due to the busyness... hahaz

next week is orientation. the day i lookin for.. the fun again!!! then is march holi. time to rest. and get back to my sleep.....

now is geo or econs.... hahaz.... dun noe which to take.... both seems ok... i like geo but geo is diff.. econs is ok.... hai...

my brain too tired now le...

post again other day

nitezZzZz..

I am not weaker then u. I will show you want i can do. I will overtake you and you will be far behind.

o level

2006-02-13T01:53:00.000+08:00

got back my o level results. let me see. l1r5 13. a bit disappointed. but still ok. my physicsis an A2. i thought its A1 lor.. and chemistry is below my expection. but combined humans is gd. got my only A1. but after all, i am just glad that i pass my english!! thats the wat i feel most happy of my results about. I PASS MY ENGLISH!!!

FRiday at the hall was a big exp for me. saw tears, saw happy face, saw tears or joy, and no on. i will never forget the feeling i got at the hall.

now o lv results is back. another phrase of my life beginnings. time to make choices again. actually, i dun noe where to go. tjc or mjc? works things out, its still the same. 50% tjc, 50% mjc. its like, i am so confused where to go. i dun want to make a wrong choice that i will regret for 2 years.

but times at mjc is fun. new friends, busy, hw and that ogl. fun and nice. but most my friends at tjc. and tjc near my house.. that y. spare me some time to think over it....it so fan....

its now 2 am, cant sleep. still online. on one really online. but dun now wat to do. hahaz. tml still need wake up early, dun noe can wake up a not...

dun noe wat to blog about le... althought my last blog was a month ago. hahaz. but just want to say that, no matter which jc we go, we are still friends forever..

nitez!!

Cant i do things better then u? I will prove to you that i will!!

tms

2006-01-20T19:12:00.000+08:00

hey.... JC life is busy and tired.... so busy de.. everyday end that late, with hw... hai.....
today was a GREAT day for me. both happiness and sadness, but the sadness is due to happniess...lolx...
at first is lesson la. not much, so boring but i am waiting for that to end.. then i go back tms.... the place which i really enjoy....
finally its after school.. went to eat lunch with evelyn. then went to tjc to see... hahaz. tjc not bad...not a bad school.. meet some tms friends too. then went back tms with ls and yn....
they went co after that... then i went walkin around.. went i was outside library lookin at the notice, all the teacher come out from the library as it is their break for the meeting.. its like woh, u suddenly see so many teachers there..... but sure have a great time chatting with them.. talkin to my sec 1 to sec 4 teachers(they still remember me :) )....its like so cool... this feelin is so gd... but like nice chat with them.. and joke and have fun with some teachers, talk about stuffs. i can confrim with someone at teacher at quite childish too. so funny..... they carry on with their meetin, and i go tour the school again.... remembering those times at tms.... and those great friends in tms...

sec 1: first year in this school. not many friends... then slowly more and more friends.. let me see, the first friend i make should be delwyn ba. so weird de... he so tall...... mdm tan our sci teacher... joke in her class is so fun... home econs fun too... cookin. lolx.. actually sec 1 not so much.. still dun noe much ppl.

sec 2: the great times beginning here... remember the times we run across the cinema? those fun pw times....and goin constar for cup noddles, playin at xw house... really enjoy this times where we had so much fun... and the forming of some great buddies but we have to seperate to other class end of that year, a sad thing... but at least still at tms... an ending marks a new beginning..

sec 3 and 4: actually can group them together... its the best class i even been... those happy times we got.. friends we make.... at first, we come to sec 3/3 in diff clans, no one really knows each other but we leave sec 4R ash clan.. one big united, class. remember the boeing boeing? its so nice and serve as a gd class gathering... fun we had...and of course the motivation camp...its gd and i think we benefit a lot from it...then follow by class chalet and so much stuffs... and of course, O lv........

when i was walkin, i walk pass the classroom 03-02.. those sec 4R should noe its our home room.... its empty at that time of course... but see into the empty classroom, i can see those times we spend there.. talkin and jokin at hw time, crackin cold and lame jokes,last min study for test, grumbling about hw and test, mr tan givin out those stacks of ws,mr tan advice for o lv, mr tan funny jokes, studyin for o lv there, mugging for the o lv, talkin and sleepin in class, having fun and so on. there is too many to write.. but i cant believe that all those times are over and i never will get to enjoy it again...how i wish i can enjoy it again....
and of course, the MI room..one of the things that united the sec 4R. that room with precious mermories of use too.. there is just too much for me to pen down, but i really miss those times......

And of course the time we spend studyin at the tms library, the teacher chasing us off.... the time studyin at the airport and of course library... those times are hard, but i should say that i kinda miss those times now.. we study and have fun too, help each other to achieve great results...

wat can i say or do now, this times are just not comin back.. but i just want to thankz all those friends and teachers who make my life in tms so enjoyable.. i will come back often. tms teacher rox!!!!( its too many teacher for me to write down) lolx!!

its a kinda long post..... but its just a great day at tms.... I miss it!!!!
hope jc will be as fun!!!
friends stay in contact... gd to noe u all!! Friends forever!!!
teacher, thankz to u all.. and also stay in contact...once yr student, forever yr student.... u all are great!!
2/2 rox!!
4R Rox!!!!
TMS ROX!!!

start

2006-01-11T20:02:00.000+08:00

school reopen le. hahaz. quite busy so now then blog.. orientation is fun.. very fun. and thankz to my OGL to make this to great.. u all are really nice and caring regulus 7 rox!!!!!!!!
shall not say too much about my orientation. if not, too much to write le. then it will be boring... nvm.
lectures also start le. quite cool. but jc need a lot of motivation for oneself to study.. i will try to do that. i want to score excellence for my A lv.. need to change my old way of study le... jc life also quite busy. lookin forward to the fun. but dun noe if i can cope...
now listenin to the music diary at yes 933. its a new programme. some stories are really sad and nice... some touched me.. some stories, i can find some common points to my life.thats y maybe i can fe.. maybe i should post one to it also. sharing with others should make me feel better ba... hai..
nvm, that above is crap ba.... but music diary is nice... should try to listen when u are free.....

why are u hiding all those from me??

school reopen

2006-01-02T19:06:00.000+08:00

one last blog before the school reopen.. school reopen tml... sad, scared and a bit excited.... its like so not use to it... and will not be meetin the gd friends in tms.......will miss them and will stay in contact..... hai... wat will happen tml???ans will only known tml.. hope i will have a great time tml!!!
today went to narnia with min si.. nice show... its touching when the lion died...the war part is also very nice.. overall its very nice... can watch....should watch......must watch... lolx..
the holi pass so fast.. its like only yesterday went o level is just over and we step out of the hall... zoom!! and its end of holi... need to pick up the pen and back to the busy life again...hai...
and
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! 2006!!! : )
althought a bit late..lolx..

what are u treating me as???

lolx

2005-12-26T22:20:00.000+08:00

really too bored so come blog again... lolx. actually nothing much la. just feel like writing this down......
i hope i can do back into the past and enjoy this once over again, and changing some mistakes i made...... but i can never go back to the past............

???

2005-12-26T21:03:00.000+08:00

back to blog again... nothing to do... i think mine blog kinda boring, but nvm, still blog, since i am so sianz....
hmm... suddenly thought of something. y one must leave another?... its so sad.... cant there be a forever? if not, y invent a word forever? leaving is so sad, and there must be leaving in life..... i hope there really is a forever, but i doubt so. when leaving, everyone will say stay in contact forever, will never part, but in real case, how many really does that? i seen cases saying stay in contact forever, but its actually lose contacts forever....
what we say is what we say, but doing is another thing. i hope leaving does not mean leaving forever now.... i still want to see you all....... i dun want empty promises....
ok, the above is kinda rubbish? but leaving is sure kinda sad... hahaz... holi endin le. means start of studyin. a new life..... a diff one.....
ok....
gtg...
bb......

what are u trying to show me???

christmas

2005-12-25T10:25:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! hahaz. yup. today is christmas and here i am blogging. a bit boring ah?
hahaz
Christmas should be fun, but cant be any fun if u are at home. but the shopping for christmas present and christmas eve is fun. : ) so, not a bad christmas after all.....
Christmas means the end of holi. sobs... school goin to reopen le. after so long never study, now, holding a pen seems weird to me.... hahaz imagine have to wake up early, doin hw, hai but still, quite curious about jc life.wahahaha....
someone told be before that if u catch a falling leaves without letting it touch the ground, u will have gd luck for the day. do u believe it? but falliing leaves is so nice.... let me see.. rain with falling leaves.... i want to see it......
ok
gtg
merry christmas again!!!

whats all that action for?

wat to do?

2005-12-19T23:17:00.000+08:00

okok. back to this blog. i think its dead for quite long ah? hahaz its so bored after o level, but lazy to blog. lol. hahaz its bored but busy for me. lol...
wat to blog? if in detailed, a lot. but its nothing actually la. its just play and play. go out and out.
first, i got a turkey for my bowlin today!!!! for those who dun noe, turkey is 3 strike consectively. yeah!!! first time get turkey!!!! the score suddenly increase so much....lol
my com a bit crazy le. like wat to spoill like that. the window open and close on its own... com, dun spoil hor, if not, i really bored to death....
wat i did last few days?? hmm.... let me see, nothing except play. like waste time only...... nothing really meaningful......
i got into mjc!!!! yeah!!! not my ideal one, but still my second ideal.so still ok. quite happy with it also la. not a bad jc. just need to work extra hard....
yesterday is the 18. it means that o lv pass a month le. so fast?!?!like zoom, its gone. 15 more days to end of holi, means start of jc life.. lookin forward to jc life, but dun want holi to end so fast.lol.
hmm.. i miss tms.... dun wanna leave those friends.... although some goin mjc also, but still got lots of friends leaving... hai.... u will meet again rite? time is tms is so great!!
christmas is around the corner.... its a nice season....merry christmas everyone...

Ydo ppl have to lie. its no harm telling the truth. So friends are make for lying ah?? i dun think that is the purpose......

again

2005-11-22T23:53:00.000+08:00

suddenly feel like bloggin again. hahaz. maybe too bored le.
tml grad night... means the last night in tms ba. everything past so like. like zoom, its sec 4 and o level is over. cant bear to leave it. the friends and the teachers here are gd. meaningful here. those happy times and fun times have in tms. hai... really dun want to leave. still want to stay in tms. but have to leave.....hai...
wonder how is jc life... will its be better then the times i have in tms?? will it be be as fun?? lookin forward to it.
ok..
bb..
sleepin le....
lookin forward to tml....

Over

2005-11-22T19:14:00.000+08:00

O level is over!!!!! not that high actually but still, its over. but its getting sianz la. not much thing to do. not use to it yet. hahaz
excatly is some time since o level is over la. too busy playin that no time to blog. till now. got a few different things after o level. work, harry potter and shoppin for grad night clothes.
work- give out flyers, can earn money. only did once. other 2 cancel due to rainy. hai... tired also la. hahaz
Harry potter- when to watch with my meimei and her friends. nice moive. i think its the best out of the 4. but still, they cut a lot from the bk. but overall still ok la. not so bad....
grad night clothes- went to look for it. spend a whole day. the clothes very exp. spend over $100. but still, its meaningful. tml is the day. hope it look nice :)
Chun Zhen is a very nice song.tone is nice, lyrics is touching. recommended. really nice. a sad song.
First Love is nice too. the tone, its like oh my god!!! really nice!!!
know u for so long le, today finally see how am i you.ok fine, thats it, i finally seen the true you.
dun noe wat to write le. the entry is getting boring la. i am bored now also. hahaz.
ok
bye bye.

results

2005-10-10T18:47:00.000+08:00

back to blog again. not quite happy excatly. for a few reasons....
got back my results. not that good. happy that finally i get my A1 for E maths. like departing it from sec2. finally. A maths was good too. Got A2. improvement. Finally my maths is getting back on track. My science was great disappointment. i expect all 3 to be A, but now, none!! like i put so much work in it and all i get is shitty results. hai.. must excel in maths and science!!! other subject must excel too la. hahaz. geo was ok, ss was shit, hcl was bad, english is hell!!
must start to work le. cant go tjc for the prelim. work for o level and get in there!!! my goal for o level, tjc science stream!!!!
O level is getting near. must study!!! have been goin outside to study. cant study at home.
dun noe wat to write now...
okkk, goin to study...
bye...

What can i do or say??

Sometimes i just cant stand it.

There is a wall in between of us. I have try to break it, but my strength alone is not enough. In the end, its me getting hurt.

after preilm

2005-10-02T23:00:00.000+08:00

prelim is finally over.. but the real one is yet to come.

how do i do for the prelim? ok i guess, except for humans and english. whether i will flunk my prelim depends on my humans. human, the sub which i think i will fail. pls dun. i want to go jc. hope i can get the points i want.

prelim over a few days le but now then blog, cause busy playing. yesterday when watch moive and ice skating. tong meng qi yuan is very nice!!!! its not a ordinary movie. there is something for you to learn in the movie. something that is gd. the ending part was touchin. recommended. everyone should watch and learn. qoute from the movie and translated to english,' the sad part of life is that u can only go through it once but the happy part is you only need to go through it once'. life is only once. treasure it. and dun do anything that make u regret, especially to yr love ones. treasure them.future is hope, no matter how short it is.

ice-skating was fun too. long time since i blade but still ok. should go again after o level.

this post is getting long, but it may be one of the last till after o level. so since i am here, make it even longer ba. but maybe will post about my results.

longer. wat should i say about next? hmm.. i dun noe y sometimes i feel this way and do this things but it is just beyond my control?

hmm... ok ok. enough of that. people tends to blog less this nowadays. dun noe is there are busy or wat. but blog more. i enjoy readin it.

enough os slacking already. o level near. prelim is not the hardest part. but weird its i dun feel much stress during preilm. got stress la, but not as much as what others say. maybe i not studyin hard? or that i dun care?? but i do care. maybe its i am not studying hard enough. o level stress lv of everyone will be till the max. i think mine so. but it is a something i need to excel in!! everybody jia you. do yr best. maybe some will be my schoolmate in tjc. i hope i can go there. nono. i must go there. must jia you!!!

ok... its getting super long here. a bit naggy. and pretty late. tml still got school. sianz. pary hard my prelim results will be gd.

bye bye

cya next time

y do i feel depress sometimes?

prelim

2005-09-09T23:13:00.000+08:00

hey there, its been about one month since there is something new. someone ask me to blog here.
hahaz, so here i am.
about end of the one week holidays. prelim, coming. must work hard. i know what i want and i hope i can get it.
but the prelim is not a gd start, i mess up bio prac, never read properly for chem prac. hope this will not happen. today ss mock exam, first time i complete before time end. its i dun noe what to write. hahaz. after that got bb match. ya, we lose 52-46, but nvm, i enjoy it. bb rox.
everybody like so stress about prelim le. and i am here. slack. hahaz. make me feel stress too. one of my last post till after prelim, or maybe after o level, but i think will blog after prelim.
there, 11:25pm at night, typin this. and about to done. diaoz, i also dun noe wat i am typing. hahaz.
wish me good luck for prelim and o level.....
bye....
still cant write my real feelings...
nitez.....
sweet dreams....
gd luck to those sec 4 too......
bye...
bye...

2005-08-10T18:17:00.000+08:00

quite a long time never update. there are quite a few events going on that is fun and good. but, i will not go into details. if not, it will become very dry. when its dry, its very flammable.

-friday night study

-temasek poly talk

-national day teacher concert

-charlie and the chocolate factory

-national day fireworks

friday night study is gd. temasek poly talk is not bad too. national day teacher concert rox!!! the concert is very nice. the pic is ready. charlie and the chocolate factory is nice. we still play bowling on that day. national day fireworks is very nice!!!ok done. all event for 5 days.

have been readin some ppl blog. some write their feelings into their blog. i think i did not do so so my blog is quite boring. but i just cant write my real feelings into this blog. its better to keep in side my heart. i just cant write my real feelings down. i cant.

gtg.

bye.

sang jin's birthday.

2005-07-30T19:22:00.000+08:00

hi there..... finally a weekend.... can rest...hahaz
yesterday when for sang jin's birthday celebration. very fun. we have it at seoul garden. eat at the same table as valerie, tallie and emily. its was when val discover the fun of grilled sotong. put the sotong on the grill and it curl up. taste gd too. thats when we get the name sotong valerie. next is the beef when i told them add soup to the beef will taste gd. thats when val, tallie and me eat quite a lot of beef, so get the name, beefy tallie and beefy hengky. kinda lame rite?there is still cocky emily as she ate lots of cockles. all 4 of us are so full that we are about to explode. we all take lots of photos too. thank you sang kin for these. we had so much fun.
after that, went home to bath and go back to school for night study. did help too. did quite a lots of things. its quite and nice. it helps.mr yusoff got stuck on second level too. hahaz
get a haircut today. feel more cooling.
gtg.
bye.
cya.
sweet dreams( if u are reading at night)

Mr Mubarak

2005-07-23T20:19:00.000+08:00

today went to mr mubarak house with valerie,shi yun, karen, chuan li, song wei, marcus. suppose to go there at 2, then he not at home, so we shop at tm first, then go at about 3. it was fun. we start askin question, and he answers them. his daughter also want to learn. hahaz. min si come halfway the session, then min si and shi yun start to ask mr mubarak lots of question, each after one and other. then the others was chattin. after that, we had beehoon at his house. then shi yun take photos with his daughter(cause his daughter is cute). then min si want to carry her, his daughter dun want. hahaz.... then we left for home......
fun and we learn too.....
maybe can have this kind of visit again...

back

2005-07-17T16:29:00.000+08:00

long time since i blog. super busy after school reopen. all those test and homework... cant seem to finish them. there is not enough time for us. too much things to do in such a short time. how i wish 1 day is 25 hours or perhaps longer.

hmm.. not much to blog also. all those usual school stuff. those tests and so on. not enough time to do other things.

tml got ss test. next week also got chem test. but no mood to start all this study. hahaz

reading harry potter and the half blood prince halfway. either i complete the book and fail the test of i study the test, leaving the book to study other time. but its hard. its exciting. want to continue. hai...cant seem to make a choice here.

nvm. gotto read the book first. then see how at night. its nice..

oh ya, happy birthday valerie!!!

bye....

piss

2005-07-06T19:26:00.000+08:00

today is a mixed day. at first happy that my com repair done le!! now its normal.
but stilll, i lost my whole chemistry file and chemistry practical file!!! pissed off. i put it in the locker. then today cant find it at the locker. come back and find also dun have. oh my. my chemistry notes from sec3 to now, all gone!!! all!!!i think its lost at the locker. maybe its other place.hai.... worst till, i got a chemistry test tml. i got no notes to study. oh my. hope my file will appear tml.
hope...

balloon day

2005-07-03T20:13:00.000+08:00

today balloon day!!! hahaz. very tried. super tried. leg super pain.
mean at 7 at school, then start to make the balloon. make the balloon till hand pain. then help out at the hall....so on...
the fun part is when we go and sell. we are posted to marine bay. me, valerie, wei qiang and song wei a group. shi yun, karen, si hui and sharon join us.we sell the balloon together. we walk to taneh merah mrt station. on the way, a person bought 10 balloons from us!!!we take mrt to the marine bay. when we reach there, to our most horror, the only thing we see is grassland and more grassland. no person there. like freak out. then we decide to go to the esplanade. we decide to split out.2 person to a tin. i sell with valerie. very tired!! we walk around there too and fro lots of time. very hot. there is dragon boat race too. not really sell a lot of balloon. most ppl did not buy. valerie was angry that i ask a shuai ge to buy the balloon which cause her cant go and ask him to buy.dun angry le la. hahahahahzz. we still manage to sell quite a lot of balloons. left 3 balloon. a bit ke qi at we cant sell all.
after that go return the can then go to tampines to eat. today very fun and tired. but enjoyed it although its damn hot. now leg also very pain.
my com spoil le. now using my sis com. have to send my com to repair. will not online so often.
bye..

wireless

2005-07-02T22:46:00.000+08:00

yea. i got wireless internet!!!! i now bloggin on my bed!!! so cool and finally!!! hahaz

thats all for the gd news. bad news is that my com is gettin spoil. spoil a few time le and i repair it.one day, its will spoil tilli cant repair it and there goes my com. i need my com. y must is spoil???

have terrible headache that will not go away, argh!!! so sick of it....

thats all....

bye....

school

2005-06-29T20:09:00.000+08:00

school reopen le!!! like so entu about it.actually ok la. not so bad. life with school its more packed and filled which make it more fun, rather then spend time at home. althought school is more tired, but still prefers it.hahaz.

no more mi room. still miss it. our timetable change too. dun like it.prefer the old one. we like have 3 periods of maths on wed and fri days and 4 period of hcl on fri. like so sian. lots of seatin arrangement change too.

today do hw at school till 6. like so late and so tried. but at least complete zuo wen. maybe i can study better when not at home.

gtg, got bio test tml.

bye....

cya...

Initial D!!

2005-06-24T18:42:00.000+08:00

Initial super nice and funny movie!!!! must go watch!!! not because jay is acting, but the content is juz very nice. very funny!!!!
today went to watch initial D with delwyn, yun long, li shean, yee chuan and yee ning. its juz very nice!! jay acting is ok, but his cryin a bit fake and the ending is a bit sudden. others, its nice!!! car racing part is nice also!!! the drifting is super gd, cool and nice!!!! very pro!!
after the movie, go shop a bit. then go play arcade.play the car racing de. hahaz. try the car drifting as in the movie. very cool and fun. today is very fun!!!
the movie make me feel like driving a car. must learn driving when i grow up!!!!! must learn till the very pro kind!!!must drive when i grow up!!!!!also must own a racing car!!! then drive it!!!! hahaz..
u ppl must go watch initial D!!!! dun care the cast!! although the cast is gd, but its the movie content that is nice and funny!!!

...

2005-06-22T22:18:00.000+08:00

long time never update le. but really not much to update ma. its like life is so boring during the hoildays. hope that school reopens soon.then can meet up with friends and have FUN again!!!

but still, holidays left one week le. slack through it. did not do much. waste the whole holidays. and prelim is like one month away and o level is like 5 months away. so fast. in a blink of eye, its like half of the year gone le. very fast, o level is coming!!! and i still not prepared. oh shit!!!

瓦解(wa jie) is a nice song!!!!! jay version is nicer. super nice. u ppl, should try and listen it. its not nice when first time hearing it, but hear more, will be very nice. it supppppppppeeeeeeer nice.

actually not much to blog. oh ya, inital D is about to show. u ppl should also go and watch. it will be super nice.support it and watch it. i cant wait to so watch it.hahahaz

gtg.

bye.

will update soon....

hai.....

2005-06-15T23:50:00.000+08:00

trip to indo has been cancel!!! after all those planning, its cancel!!!! waste my time!!!nvm about that. its lame. excatly, also dun feel like going.

today study group was fun la. study and have fun.

suddenly got a wave of depression. i also dun noe y. like feel so lonely like that and so stress!!!! maybe i think too much?? but its like suddenly so bluey and becoming even more bluey. cant stand it.hai....................

can anyone cheer me up and make me happy again??

Free!!!!!

2005-06-14T14:08:00.000+08:00

i am FREE!!!! finish all my holidays homework le.hahahahaha

done all my holidays homework cause i never sleep last night. got a bit headache le.but nvm.chiong all my hw last night. suddenly feel so free. super free. but like nothing to do le. hahahahahahaz

go indonesia on wed. a bit sian there. like not much things to do. and i only coming back 1 or 2 days before school. that means i gotto miss watchin inital D on the first day!!! like so argh!!! maybe not enough time to watch too. but i will squeeze the time out and watch it on sat. no matter wat.hahazz

and worse till. 4 tests when school reopen. i only back on like 1 or 2 days before. where is the time for me to study. argh!!! think i gotto fail again.

maybe this is the last post before i goin indonesia for a week.

cya. when i come back.

hahahahz.

nothing

2005-06-11T19:55:00.000+08:00

feel like blogging. need to blog cause like long time never blog le. but like no content to write about le. every day like in the pattern. morning wake up,then go out study group,then come back, then online, then sleep. like so...... hope it will change. hai..... opps. 'hai' is banned!!! must use hahahahahazzzz.(lame)
today, study group was fun ba. went to kenneth house. complete english compo. he help me and min si edit. when he edit, me and min si was sleeping(on seperate bed). like so evil like that. let him do all the editing.hahazz
oh ya.before i go, jay has add me on friendster!!! but dun noe its real a not. hahaz
gtg. bye bye.........

no use being sad. must stay HAPPIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hi there....

2005-06-06T17:34:00.000+08:00

hi, i am here to blog again.lolx...... too day is juz scary, packed and crazy

scary part is last night. got the experience of gui ya chuang. for the benefit for those person who dun noe wat it is, it is something like u r awake and can hear the surrounding. but u juz cant open yr eyes and move any part of yr body. it is so scary. worst till, its happen to me about 7-8 times yesterday.like finally wake up from the gui ya chuang, then about to sleep, it come back again. it totured me till about 3 something then i can finally sleep. hai....its cause me to oversleep in the moring, but i was not late.phew....maybe i am too tired.

had a weird dream last night too. dream that i got back my prelim results, and i got A1 for english. but E8 for both maths. L1R5 is 14. hai... so lousy results. hope this is not wat i get for my prelim and o level. must get single digit.

today like got 2 prac and ss lesson. so damn packed. then after the 2 prac, me , min si, kenneth, elaine and etc went to the foodcourt to eat lunch. after lunch, then decide to walk back to school. then min si run halfway. then i also run with her. wei qiang and kenneth join in later. so crazy. juz like running to school when we are not late.when we reach school, min si and i juz run around the school for a round. wei qiang join us halfway. so crazy. like run for no reason. juz feel like running. feel so good after it.....

today is very tired. tml still got lesson. hai..........

2005-06-04T20:09:00.000+08:00

yoz. i am here to blog again cause min si complain i long time never blog le.hahaz
today, once again got study group. today at min si house. have lots of fun but we study too. complete emaths paper one and half of paper 2. we very lame and use our hp to take lots of phone and video. the min si cooking instant noodle is the funniest. she like dun noe how to cook like that.min si shall go learn more from her mum. hahazz.
enough of sayin about study. so stress now and dun feel like talking about it. but like have nothing else to talk about. like no content like that.hmm.... really nothing to write. shall blog about things other time when i thought about it.
hai... kinda thinkin that although this is a diary, but still cant really write wat i feel. some things are juz mean to be kept at the heart only. deep inside my heart where nobody knows..........

holiday

2005-06-01T20:38:00.000+08:00

finally its holiday.but juz as expected, its not really like a holiday.almost everyday have to go to school for lesson or practical.hai.... cant blame la.. we sec 4 ma. but work hard to get the good results.
after the school, have study group for this 2 days. it is fun and we really study at the same time. at least not as bored as study at home. study and have fun. so its good la.think its better then study at home.
computer today really crazy de. then down button like always being press like that. hai..... try to repair.its ok at first. but the problem come back after sometime.hai.... so suay. hope my com get well really soon. think need to send for repair le la.
a series of unhappy events happen this few weeks.computer spoil, bad results,etc. depress about it. hope those event will go away soon.
hai....wonder who read my blog.those who read my blog, pls tag.

2005-05-28T22:13:00.000+08:00

hai... report book was lousy. super lousy. still cant believe that i can do so badly. but think through le. need to work super ultra hard le. need to do this to get the results that i want for my o level.
I CAN DO IT!!! I MUST DO IT!!!!I WILL DO IT!!!!!!
maybe that the common test does it job by making us study harder
holidays start le. will be a busy one. all those science practical, lesson and study group.there is also lots of homework. i shall say that it is not a holiday at all. it just a time for us to study on our own. prelim is juz about two months away.hai. o level is four months away.
have to make lots of sacrifices for the good results in o level. i know its worh it. just hope that i am willing to make the sacrifices.
tian kong is nice. u there, reading my blog, try to find this song and listen to it. its super nice.

[ just cant forgive myself]

[results]

2005-05-20T16:03:00.000+08:00

so damn disappointed with my results. my chemistry n physics are suppose to get A1 and i got B4 n C5. so disappointed with it. i am placing my hopes on my sciences n this is wat i get.juz hope bio will do well. thats my only hope. hai....
fail ss n geo.D7 for both.hai...
the only thing i am happy about this test is i pass my english.but juz pass. so not too well.
have to work hard already. i dun want this result for my prelim n o levels. i want A1s for my science n gd results in every other subjects. [work hard]

we got a bio activity on thurs n the are suppose to pair up as couples and toss coin to decide what eyes, noses, mouth,etc, their 'child' will have. it was fun. i pair up with valerie(my bio lab parther) n we have a 'son'. after that we have to draw it. drawing it was hard. by e way, our 'son' is call Erik Eng Ze Xuan. nice name rite???hahazzz

Has been slacking this few days. need a rest from the common test. its about time for me to work damn hard for my goals.
[work hard][work hard][work hard]

On the edge of breaking down.............

sprain ankle

2005-05-15T23:27:00.000+08:00

so suay. sprain my ankle durin bb on friday. not so pain. so sunday go play bb again. but after that, my ankle juz worsen and hurts.ouch.its now bandage.hope it heals soon. really hope. i want to be normal again.tml still got pe. wonder if i want to do pe tml. hmm...
last week sci common test was not gd. physics was hard. bio was careless.hai...careless again. chem was also hard. esp e structure question. hope i can do well for e 3 sci. i am placing my bets on it. my l1r5 depends on it.
to those ppl who think will do badly for this common test. cheer up. its only a common test.its not included in e jc intake. if u do badly, treat it as a lesson to spur u to study harder next time.u all can get excellent results for prelim n o level. jia you.

[study]

2005-05-08T20:20:00.000+08:00

next week 3 sci common test. study till so tired. dun feel like carry on. so damn tired.the fact cant get in. y must they have common test. i rather it to be mid-year.this common test is no diff to mid-year. at least mid-year there is no lesson. can study more.hai...
got back amaths test paper. ARGH.......fail by one mark. but thats not e prob. e prob is that i expected it to be a A1 n i can get it. its juz due to my carelessness.this paper is so easy n i know how to do it. i REALLY know. lost 26 marks due to careless. without it, i can score a A1. i will check the damn hell out of the paper next time.feeling so discourage in amaths n the following common test.hope the following paper can spur me up.
wats wrong with me nowadays. i should be studying n i am not. i should be happy n i am not. feeing sad for a unknown reason, a reason that i dun noe.hope the sadness can leave soon.
can anyone cheer me up???

rain

2005-05-05T22:33:00.000+08:00

completely drench in e rain today. it was raining cats n dogs. i even walk home. wet almost everything in my bag. but long time never drench in rain le. e feeling is nice.very nice. standing in the rain since in a while is gd.hope i dun get sick tml.
ss common test is a disaster. cant complete it. no time 2 complete 1 seq. only half done. the chap tt i study never come out. the seq question also very hard. hai........
maybe how u feel really affects the songs u like..............

[I never had a dream come true, till the day I found you.]
[I never found the words to say,You're the one I think about each day]

common test

2005-04-30T21:36:00.000+08:00

yesterday hcl P1 juz sux man. i actually forgot to write e main point.then e first 2 pg is out of topic. to make things worse, i wrote e wrong example. i gotta fail this paper like hell. lucky this is not o levels. now i have to depend on my p2. hope it turns out well.
on thurs, a maths paper was ok. not as hard as i expected. i complete e paper in one hour except e last one.spend one hour thinkin. still cant figure out. sianzz
next week english p1, ss n hcl p2. hope i dun fail english p1. need 2 cramp all of those ss things.brain exploding.
oh ya, today li shean birthday. happy birthday. wish u happy n get great results for yr o levels.
happiness can be gone in a sec. mine have disappear.....
ppl may look like they dun care, but nobody really knows e feelings inside......
[Forever love Forever love 我只想用我这一辈子去爱你]

happy

2005-04-25T23:09:00.000+08:00

today was a happy day.really happy. for some reasons. :) hahaz.
thankz for e great birthday, u all give me this year. thankz very much.
today pe is fun. play basketball for e whole 2 period. yeah
today aslo english test. should be ok. hope i can pass. but a bit lack of time. no time 2 check. follow on will be a series of common test. damn stress. hope i can do well.
tml half day. yeah!!
feelin very happy this few days.hope this happiness can carry on n never leave.

Busy

2005-04-23T12:14:00.000+08:00

long time since i blog. been very busy nowadays. e common test is like so near n they expect us 2 study sec 3 work also. somemore there is still school n teacher r givin out tonnes of hw at e same time. so stress.
congrats 2 tms co for gettin goldfor their syf. half day on tues. can relax at bit.
this shall be very short post.
bye.

frustrated

2005-04-13T20:26:00.000+08:00

can ppl stop gossip n care of their own business. gossip dun do any gd 2 them but cause more harm 2 e ppl they r gossipin about. its like does no gd but lots of harm. can u ppl like stop this n mind yr own business. leave my business 4 me 2 take care. i dun need yr 'help'.
should stop my complainin. geo test today is juz a mess, i think i will fail.but is that i know, but not enough time 2 write. my fault la. write so slow.
all e common test is so near. 25/4 is e first paper. 1 day after my birthday. sianzzz.its only about 12 days left. got 2 work hard!!! tml e maths test. need 2 study. bye...

2005-04-09T19:49:00.000+08:00

Yoz.....
shall start this blog by congrats our school choir. they got gold for e syf!!! their hard work paid off. to e dance, band n co, hope u all get gold too. jia you
stay at home e whole day. seldom got e chance. was like so borin. try 2 do hw but lazy. at least finish some ss article.
never keep 2 many things 2 yrself. tell it 2 some1 u can trust. make u feel better. maybe e person can provide some solutions.

安靜 craze.

some words juz hurt.